they say that crazy is doing the same thing over and over, expecting different results.

this has been the one thing i'm really working on the most with going to therapy; i wanna stop doing the things that i always do that end up hurting me, letting me down, whatever. since i started making some major changes in my life over the past 6 months, it's kinda opened the floodgates to all sorts of positive changes and opened my eyes to things that i. have. got. to. stop. doing.

i'm realizing i can't make plans with certain people. that over the past 2 months there's a couple of people very close to me that constantly forget they made plans with me and just flat stand me up or break the plans a couple hours prior. i'm tired of being made to feel expendable, so i'm just knocking that shit off and will start making plans with other people until the stander-uppers decide they wanna hang.

i don't think i'm being bitchy here - breaking plans once in a while cuz something came up, like a test you gotta study for, is completely understandable. but constantly forgetting or making plans you know you're not gonna do just sucks ass.

on that note, happy tuesday to you and i'm off to do some work!